Sunday, April 13, 2014

Phases of Not Loving Me

I loved you
And then I loved you
I gave you my love back
And then you turned your back
I never thought it would hurt like this
I never thought I would care
It seems I keep loving the wrong people
Oh God, it just doesn't seem fair
Man I wish I could turn back the hands of time
And correct what seems so wrong
I would've avoided the day I met you
Which led me to this song...

Now I have these tears of fire
Burning lines down my face
God knows I'm so tired
Of loving people in phases
I've dated the cheater
Married the addict
Had run ins with a beater
And my heart is still in it to win it
I would love to turn back the hands of time
And erase all the men who were wrong
Then maybe I would've avoided you
Who's got me singing this song...

Then there was that bright sunny day
When I saw you for the first time
For the first time I had no words to say
I just knew one day you'd be mine
And I gave you my heart on a silver plate
Just like every other bad memory
And you stole my heart and had your cake
Damn, how could you do that to me?
If I could rush back the hands of time
I maybe would've seen it all along
That nothing was different about you
And maybe I would've avoided singing this song...