My Love

You're my soul mate
I swear it must be fate
Because you've always been there
But I never showed you my face
Or gave you the time of day

But one day the switch just turned on
When I faced you, nothing felt wrong
I can't even explain the feeling
But I know we both came on strong
And it was instantly a love song

If only I had encountered you ten years before
In reality, I did, but quickly closed the door
I'm all over you now
But previously, when I was with you, I was just bored
And yet, today we're always on one accord

When I touch you, my body is on fire
even if I want to stop, my body rarely tires
I only have this much energy when I'm with you
Even when I get it wrong, I'll give it a million tries
If I ever had to let you go, the world would hear my soul's cry

I was made for loving you
You're the one in my life that's true
I've never been infatuated so much
It's so incredible how fast our love grew
I guess I'm just tying to say, I'm madly in love with you...

Happy

The way you look into my eyes
The way your life stories are described
To know you're always reaching out
Because I'm always on your mind

The way you stare at me
The way you keep me laughing
Just being in your presence
Makes me so happy...

The way you can be serious for a while
But when you look up, you crack a smile
The way you simply admire
The fact that I can easily run for miles

The way you're so gentle with me
Even at times when you don't have the patience to be
To know you care that much about my feelings
Creates a light in my heart that's so happy...

The way you get into deep thought, and I wonder what you're thinking
The way you scroll through your phone and your eyes blinking
Everything about your mannerisms
Traps my heart into your quicksand and it's swiftly sinking

You say everything's so messed up, but I don't see what you see
All I know is everywhere you are, is exactly where I want to be
Because for the first time in forever
You're the one person to somehow make me happy...

I Wish I Didn't

I think so much of you
You run through my mind day and night
But I can't be in love with you like I want
Because something just isn't right
But your smile can light up a room
And can easily make my day
And I want to run and tell you everything
But yet, I don't have the words to say
You're so brilliant
That I want to pick your mind
I want to know everything that you're thinking
But I can't, knowing that you could never be mine

How did we even end up here?
Am I making a huge life mistake?
I'd trust you with my life
Knowing that at any moment you could bring me heartache
But when I'm with you, I'm mesmerized
Hanging on to every single word you say
My heart says yes
Knowing that nothing will really change the days after today
But there's something about you, something special
That keeps drawing me nearer
Although my heart breaks
Every single time your reality is made clear

I feel myself playing with fire
When I much prefer the cold
But you get me every single time
When I reach out to you and you pull my body close to hold
But you have everything you want
And in the end, I'll be left all alone
One day, I'll dial your number to call
And get no answer on the other end of the phone
I don't want to lose myself in you
But I find my mood dependent on you like a crutch
I really don't know how we ended up here
But I wish I didn't love you so much...