Bitter Sweet Bitter

It's bitter sweet bitter
It was from the start
You gave me some time
And I gave you my heart
Now I feel stranded
All by myself
Because I wanted you only
And you wanted everyone else
But I know now
What I also knew then
We should've never been together
We should've never began
But we did
And these are the repercussions
No phone call from you
And I have all these questions
Like why did you do this to me?
Why pretend to like all that you'd seen?
Why no call?  Why just fall off?
And how could you do this to me?

Bitter sweet bitter
We were friends from the start
Then become lovers
Which explains my broken heart
It was destined to end so badly
Because we did not do this God's way
But it doesn't make it feel better
There's still so much I want to say
But I don't have the strength
I don't have the words
It just hurts so bad
Is that my worth?
Because I loved you once
Never to love you again
Who needs enemies
If this is how you treat a friend?

Bitter sweet bitter
Yes, some of it is my fault
I was your's the second
I heard your voice call
My name, for your sake
I was in a bad place
But everything moved so quickly
And started to change
I was mad at myself
Now I'm disgusted with you
Because I gave you all of me
And you played me like a fool
I'm so done
Still confused
I still love you
But damn it, I'm through
Why right now?
Why right then?
I'm done asking these questions
I won't let you win!

Bitter sweet bitter
I'm so glad that you're gone
But I'm hurting right now
And I'm singing this song
Bitter sweet bitter
I learned a hard lesson
But it still hurts the same
But I gotta let go
I'm so tired of the games
Bitter sweet bitter
I thought we were friends
But you hurt me like this
I can't do this again
Bitter sweet bitter...
Bitter sweet bitter...